Dead Alive

The cold seeps into my bones.
I am numb.
He has done it to me again.

Used his powers over My mind and
Changed me
Into something hideous.

I dry the tears from my hot face
And march back out
Into the world.

A new woman.
A changed woman.
A soulless woman.

Dying Memories

How do you fight it?
That slow pull you feel.
To reach for the door
that can take you out of
This place.

This place made of stone.
Of ice.
Of ghosts.
Filled with the memories of
A love that should be
Forgotten.
A monstrous love
that destroyed the souls of both.

You don't.
You just accept.
And when the red tide comes again
You jump.
Your life; gone forever.
The pain; gone
Forever.


Before anyone thinks that this is any indication that I'm suicidal i wrote this at a time when I was very mentally unstable and confused. I was fighting against depression and I'm over that now. I just want to share all that I've written in the last year, year and a half :)

Moi

So basically I've set this up cuz i thought it would a great way to get my poetry out there. I don't really think that I'm gonna completely stick with the poetry though. I've got a lot of talented friends so I'll probably put up some of their shit too.. Don't judge just love <3 Honestly though, if you aint got nothin good to say then keep your mouth shut. I'm not here to take abuse so if you don't like what i have to say then on't come looking. Otherwise, all are welcome :) We accept turtles, giraffes, elephants, chickens, horses, chubackas, big foot, even pegasus. All smelly kind are also welcome :)